It has been 2 years since my first ever album was completed and released, my first ever music video produced and launched, and this web site published.
Has anything changed? ...... no. My life remains the same ............ only I now have an album, a you tube video, and a website!
Ok................so honestly, a little part of me wished for a miracle. Wished that someone would see or hear my music, think it was great, and all of a sudden I would have a career!
The biggest part of me knew that this wouldnt be the case but, I am wondering what I am supposed to do now. Im at a cross road trying to put things together, trying to find a way forward...... while still battling all my old demons.
Two years past and Im at work less, but I weigh more. Im well and truly in menapause and Ive found myself in what they call the "Sandwich Generation", caught between my ageing parents and my darling granchildren. To top it off in two months I will be 60 and for the first time in my life its an age milestone I am not looking forward to.
My newest thought.... well its an old thought that Ive always known about .....is that I need to take action. It always takes action. Who'd of thought!
I need action!
So .... Im now blogging (hopefully weekly)..........all my thoughts released to the world!
Tomorrow Im dipping my toe into intermitent fasting for my health, and I am in the process of creating a space at home for my music.
Making a public committment, so Ive read, will be helpful in keeping me committed to my actions.
Well......lets see if it works!
Alison (-: